i am a happy girl

decided to whip furniture all around room and change layout entirely. one weekend gone. slept at 2am monday morning. woke up at 7am monday morning. so tired i had was battling to keep my eyes open. psychiatry lectures from 9am. tummy grumbling. only dr pannu's lecture "Symptoms of Psychiatric Illness" was worth the trek to the East End. lectures over at 1623pm. fucking sun in my eyes, squinting of no help, damn that i wore spectacles. bus journey home spectacularly humdrum, save for liling keeping me conscious. come home to a messy messy flat. hair everywhere. sink looks like a pottery factory erupted from the piping. clothespillowsbeltswoollyblankets take up entire space on couch.

why am i living such a patchy, messy life?

but i am a happy girl.
happy happy happy.

shin's coming home wednesday evening.

x D