indulgence disgusts

having a sinful week.

i have discovered i am fat.
and before you discredit that statement, wait til the end.

1 225g bag of Galaxy Minstrels chocolates all to my self
i am currently having a chocolate craving, and trust me, i really do not like chocolate at all. but first, stupid kitkat came up with chunky kitkat peanut butter and tiramisu flavour, and then i read an article that the average person in the UK spends 70 quid on chocolate a year and scoffs 10kg per person per year, and it's friggin easter and all the easter eggs are packaged in coloured card and shiney foil, and i wanna just pick at the foil like a blue jay and eat the creamy brown insides like a cow.

2 packets of skittles on my own (then was so inspired, googled for the skittles website, and now want to order all the amazing flavours online -- including ice cream and sours)

2 macdonald's breakfasts.
sausage and egg mcmuffin and pancakes with sausage, mealed with hash brown and OJ.
am mcfuckin unhealthy to be able to eat that twice in a week.

3 portions of beef -- with fat fried to a crisp -- in the 7 days
it is really too much red meat. i ASKED the teppanyaki chef to fry the fat for me (in butter, no less) and put it on my plate.

1/2 family sized portion raspberry trifle (cream and custard. i loooove loooooove you)

3 home made macadamia pancakes (pancakes are eggs, milk, fat and flour. how can they be healthy?) with creme fraise and castor sugar

3 pieces KFC chicken parts (unidentified) with gravy. you know the stuff that they pour all over the mash potatoes in singapore? you can buy pots of the stuff here to dip your chicken into. it is soooooo delish with french fries, which i had too.

numerous digestive cookies and caramel snack-a-jacks with equally numerous cups of milky tetley

domino's pizza with garlic bread and chicken dippers, coz it was an emergency, having had no food in the kitchen at 2130 in ipswich. nothing is open at 2130 in ipswich.

*sounds revolting when you list it*


with that monumental amount of grease ladden food, it's no wonder that all the fat floating around in my blood has no where to go, and is squeezed out of my vessels and deposited under my skin around my eyes.

i have xanthalesma.




i have fat around my eyes. (that is not my eye. and no, mine aren't as bad as that, but still.. illustrating a point)


i have also acquired new things! (shopping is an addiction)


x D