besides the warm comfort of someone to cuddle up to at night
or the giggle of gossip shared the friends
or the ooze of runny chocolate in gu puddings
or the satisfaction of clearing out a 2 week load of laundry
or the smell of cut grass before a storm...

there is that immense pleasure of oggling at a perfectly formed shoe.

do you see what i mean?

x D

if you think girls are bad
this is what my lovely gay friend ken (no, not the silaslovingbboy one) had to say:

it's like since my boyfriend loss his job, the poshest place we've been all year is TGI's.
for valentine's all i got was a card and one rose yeh. and i was like oh-kaaaay.
it's been what? 4 months?...
i can't wait for him to get a job!
then he can take me out and buy me lots of things and treat me like a princess.
my birthday's next month, so he better buy me something nice.


on a totally separate note,
HI KEL. you stalker you.
it's ok. i know you love this blog.
i love you too.

x D

today i started obstetrics and gynaecology.
us girls got a 22 year old female to examine.

liling passed a speculum and examined the cervix.

the cervix looks like a circumsized penis (colour and texture)
and feels like a wet puppy's nose.

i had to do a bimanual examination.
first, you part the vulva, then you lube up 2 fingers and insert into the vagina.
then you feel for the cervix, and all around the walls of the vagina.
and you nudge the cervix upwards, and with the other hand above the pubic bone, feel for the womb.

iiiiiiiiiiccccccck.

X D

OMG!!! it's been such a long time since i last blogges or read this blog!

Because i'm sooooo busy at work and my computer has decided to be funny with me. I cannot access our blog from my computer in hall at all!!!!

BLAST IT!

I have no pictures to upload or anything like that! hehhe. i'm so sorry.
But just to say i miss all of you! And can't wait to be in London! hehehe.
I'll try not to disturb you Dai! heheh. But i'll make sure to keep some nights free, so that we can hang! well and i'll eat the food you cook! hehehehe.

It's been crazy being in the office till 1 everyday and coming in the next day at nine in the morning! Do not forget that i have to wake up at 730 am to get to work!
hahaaha

But i'm learning so much and it's good! heheh. though so fucking tiring!

i miss all of you! everyone of you!!!!

Love spam!

i have been harbouring a craving

for jelly bellys

i love jelly bellys

i eat them by the handfuls

i go to their websites

i play the games

and download the pictures

i buy in bags

there are 50 different flavours

how can you NOT find one you love?

x D wants to go to the jelly belly factory

i miss my puppy too!

actually, come to think of it
now that shin is also away in ipswich
doing nights
i miss him too.
i miss having him talk to me at normal hours
i miss spending the long weekend with him
i miss him getting drunk on our couch

nights make shin malnourished and grumpy

so, in case you didn't already know

this is shin

in THE DOG pose

(big head, little legs)

do you see what i mean?

bangbang my baby shot me down

you + me

at a totally different angle

x D