hey guys! hehhhe
know i haven't been around!

just to leave a little footprint again!
have been very busy at work!
hahhahha

anyway on a diff note, i pierced my navel again! hehhehehe
not as exciting as when i first did it. was just bored hahhaha.
so i needed some realease from work!
hahha

love u all!
spam!

loser

it's tuesday and i'm a loser.

finished round of incredibly yawn-inducing child psychiatry lectures.
at 5pm.
in the depths of mile end which is far from home.
who wants to know about ADHD or oppositional disorders?
smack them isn't it?

*pfffft*

i go to the little sainsbury's at holborn with intention to buy one small packet of walker's thai sweet chilli crisps.

but i end up walking up and down 4 times,
and pick up 2 boxes of ready meals (cottage pie -- expires today, beef stew with dumpling -- expires tomorrow)
4 pints whole milk
sour cream
vivaldi potatoes
2 large packets walker's thai sweet chilli crisps (was 2 for 2 pounds, what to do??)
soured cream
quaker's caramel snack-a-jacks
8 rashers unsmoked danish bacon

i go to the counter and pay
and ask for fifteen pounds cash back
the stupid foreign cashier gives me a receipt for
fiftypounds.

i say "FIFTEEN pounds, not fifty"
so, he cancels the transaction and tears up the receipt
and proceeds to print me a new one

i ask for the cancelled receipt, but he cannot find the 4 pieces
"but it's ok. if you have any problems you can call your bank"

yea. and they're gonna give me 35 pounds without any proof?
i don't bloody think so mate.

i want to slap his fuckin little grin off his face

london has the shittiest customer services
even i know that you let your customer hold on to a cancelled transaction receipt.

what a fuckwit.


the flat is devoid of life.
except for rhino, who's sleeping most of the time, so is pretty much devoid of life himself.

genevieve's still in st mary's hospital for pyelonephritis.

beeps has gone to croydon to watch her friend's gig.

shin's in effing ipswich.

rhino has no vocal cords, and can only muster a *grunt grunt* when horny and desperate.


there's nothing on TV
but dinner time soaps
and 3 different channels broadcasting the same news at pretty much the same time.


for dinner, i make pasta
with some leftover sauce that shin made over the weekend.
for pudding, i have 2 pots of strawberry and vanilla petit filous.

i clean rhino's litter.
i cut up newspaper to make rhino's litter.


i have a bleeding headache.


so i take a shower.
and liberate myself by padding around the flat without any clothes.


now, i comfort myself by blogging my misery
and eat leftover cake that the boyfriend bought over the weekend.


at least it's good cake.
bananaandstrawberryfreshcreamcakewithapinkmarzipantop


x Depressed (but only coz i feel a bit of a loser)

because my digicam is dead (waterlogged)

i cannot upload any pictures that i took with my disposable one from boots

btw, do not diss disposable boots cameras. they have flash ok.

anyway. here are some pictures from shin's camera.

this is the laaaaaaaaast fashion show i am taking part in.

i promise.

but boooooy, do i miss dancing.

not like you can actually see what i'm doing

hitting the floor


my loyals

nichola and d

check out scary makeup and hair

i look like a chinese diana ross with fishy looking eye makeup

the whole night

shin was being a boob

by ignoring me

until i untangled my hair

and removed the green from my face

yeaaaa

apparently i was THAT scary up close

my biggest fan

(i know ok, you don't lie)

shin wants to tell everyone that i kissed him

from the stage

during the finale

he is just soooo cute when he's drunk!

everything makes him happy :)

(weird) rob + (drunk) dhivya + (fishy diana ross) d

oh, so beeps and shin and i were gonna get a bus to go home

and it's like 1am

in camden town

which is a sliiighty dodgier part of town

and shin starts shouting

"i'm fuckin rich. let's take a cab. i'm fuuuuucking rich"

yea, am i scared that we're 3 small chinese in dodgy camden town?

no shit.

in other news

shin's been enjoying his 2 week break here in london

and all we do everyday

is get up

go to the 38 bus stop

and fare evade all the way to tottenham court road

and then go to boxfresh, paul smith, h&m,

urban outfitters, topshop, mooks, reiss, gap

sometimes we go for lunch

sometimes we go for a walk

sometimes we go shopping

(oh yes!! i have bought new things!! shoooooes)

and beeps think we are like old age pensioners

*hahaha*

xx Diana Ross with Fish Makeup

hello anna! welcome to london

we were on the bus, like idiots, trying to capture

all 3 of our faces in the shot

it look about 8 attempts to get one where we all sort of fitted in

and no one was blinkin

or looking away

or being vague

we had dim sum in chinatown

it was very cheap by london standards

6poundsperhead!

then lots of trawling of oxford street

miss selfridge

topshop

urbanoutfitters

selfridges

i bought pants

but these are only for me and shin to look at

cute artificially coloured fruit shaped

gummyyummy

sugarcoatedgoodness

sweeties!

and a royal blue button up

sleeveless crinkle cotton shirt

btw, there's a story behind that

i hate how lazy and incompetent shop staff are

asked them if the top was available in an extra small

coz small just seemed to flare out at the hips

in unflattering manner

and she said

no. never seen them. we don't do it in an XS.

totally unconvinced

anna and i went to the racks

and the second top i found was an extra small

fuckwit.

brought it back to the changing room

and told the biatch

that i was going to try on the extra small

and when satisfied with it's less kickoutiness

told her that

i was getting the extra small.

bye.

ya. so much for not shopping.

d+beeps+nana

went to little bay for dinner

was sooo crowded upstairs

so they moved us to the basement

where there was zero ambience

but there was so much

laughing

gossiping

sniggering

"oh really?"s

from our table

it really didn't matter at all

x D -- wish you were all here!!

OFFICE-SPACE CONVERSATIONS

Lately, i have been so sick and tired of work because it's just one big piece of shit. i don't wanna go into it because if i do, this post would take up 5 hours or so to read. so anyway, i've decided not to be a nice person at work anymore. because if u don't care about me or respect me, why should i respect u? just because you are of a higher rank? then that's not respect. that's just you abusing your power because when out of work, you are useless, so you need to feel powerful when you're in work! that's besides the point. hhaah. on to the conversations.

conversation 1:
AE: Pam, these are the ads that we have been running for XYZ company. during your look through all the cds, have u seen it?

Me: Probably. (stares)

AE: Well we need the old ads that have been ran before. have you seen this exact one?

Me: There are more than 200 cds there. and i have to print thumbnails of all the files in it. i don't even look at half the pictures in there. or even remember the pictures. i might have seen them. but i don't know.

AE: Alright, are the thumbnails that you printed all in the same files in the same place?

Me: yes.

AE: alright, i'll look through them.

It's absolutely stupid! i print an image library for them so that they can look through the thumbnails to find what they want! NOT! come and ask if there is such an image, because i don't remember the damn fucking images! what is their problem?!

Conversation 2:
It is about 7 pm. and i am leaving the office.

AE2: Eh leaving the office already ah?

Me: yar.

AE2: Wah. then how to survive in advertising like that?

Me: I don't intend to. (walks off)

well this Account executive hasn't been mean to me. but i just wasn't in the mood to play games and talk funny anymore. so i was quite rude. i really can't be bothered anymore.

so love u !

loving work (rolls eyes),
spam!

and just to correct myself.
i have nothing against buying animal fur. and i probably would...because i already buy leather. so i can't say anything. and i love a soft supple leather! hahhaha

but then again, i wouldn't wanna buy something just for the PONY FUR!
it's like i'm not gonna buy a shrug just cause it's RABBIT FUR!
i mean i would say like.. oh it's so lovely and soft! not... omg RABBIT FUR! i must have it! hahhaha

i have nothing aginst u dai. i love u still!

then again.... i dont think those animal rights activist people are going to be too pleased. hahhahah

love spam!

hey dai!
yeh! i couldnt see it last night either! but it must be alright now! cause i'm at work. and i can see it!
the bag is sooooo FREAKING CUTE!!!! hahhaha.
and it's better than your nonsense pony fur ok?!!?! the poor pony!
what's your problem dai!?!?
it's so terrible!?!!!!!!!!!

oh dear... how brave of the gay boy.... wow.

and i watched Brokeback Mountain!!!! it's such such such a saaaaDdddd movie!!!!!!
GASP!!!!

i'm dying at work... slept at 3.. and coudln't wake up...and all the Mac computers at work are used up because the freelancers are in today... so i cannot do anything... i'm vegetating now... and it's not even funny! bah!

love u all!
SPAM!

pam.... i'm not a fan of the bag.
why why why?

btw, i cannot even see our blog. what's going on? it says that i'm not allowed o view it.
why why why?

yesterday, a gay friend came out to his parents.
"i nearly cried when my mother asked if i wore makeup and dressed up in girls clothes"
apparently, they've gone to scotland to think things through.
why why why?

he's gay. not a transvestite all right?

the fashion show is in 8 days.
and i cannot for the life of me get the moves right.
why why why?

love dai.

A POST FROM SPAM.

now i know what u did and what's been done. that's good. answers given.

SPAM WANTS!!!

OMGG!!!! the bag is sooo sooo soooos oooo cute! hehehe. it's from le sport sac! and it's called the tokidoki edition! but it's FUCKING SOLD OUT!!!!! PLEASE ! someone be a dear to pam! and let her know where she can get her hands on it?!?! pleASE!!!!!

daijun loves

frickin 'eck

i need you soooooooo much.

lovely lovely regal purple pony fur weekender

why do you have to cost

ninehundredgreatbritishsterlingpounds??!!

they even have it in the gorgeousest shade of royal blue

by the way natty

chloe paddington only comes in elephant grey or dark metallic grey

and costs

eighthundredandninetyfivepounds