ahem..

actually, it's Dr Tan now..

hahaha wth right? i mean like who needs another one of them right?

all we need are more talented designers to make

beautiful clothes for our credit cards to screech over

ok my lovelies, gonna pretend i'm a raunchy secretary pretending to care of diabetics.

*muaaa*

x Dr Dai

New Hair ... AGAIN!

So, this is how my new hair-do looks like....



Ok... This is how it actually looks like. hheheh


But I prefer the first. hehhehe

Love spam!

feel the love

sometimes life doesn't deal your cards the way you want them to

but it doesn't mean that it's the end

it just an opportunity for you to start something new

life doesn't deal a bad hand that often

i hope you make the most of it my love

x D

There is love in this world.

I got the sweetest phone call at work today.

When I was feeling down and pathetic, someone called to say:

"I heard work has been very stressful for you. And you're not happy.
It's ok, just 'tahan' for a little longer. And leave if you're unhappy.
If you can't find a job yet after that, it's alright. Take your time.
Just come back home."

Me: "Are you sure?"

"Yar, I don't want you to push yourself so hard. It makes me upset to know that you're upset.
Just come home. I've looked after you for 22 years. What's a few more months or years going to be?"

And that's when I know everything will be alright.
That all the worrying was unnecessary.



I love you daddy! And wish I could stay in your safe little nest forever.

Loving dad.
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A lil update

Last Thursday, a friend commited suicide.
I didn't know him well, but I admired to him.
He was good at what he did, pushed himself to the limits.
Was a fantastic dancer, a magnificent singer and an all-round lovable guy.

Until today, when I read about him in the press, I still can't believe that he killed himself.
And I didn't go to his cremation because I was at work.

So, I quit my job today.
I wanted to be like him, to be able to push myself so far, and to prove myself and be seen as the fantastic all-rounder.
And today, I couldn't anymore.
And I realised that maybe, he couldn't either.

Life's too short for me to stick it out and be upset, just so I can prove to others I can do it.
I don't care what others think anymore.
And if I can't do it. I just can't.

So I said, I can't handle the job anymore, and I'm not happy here.

Rest in peace.
Love spam.